There are sometimes when you cannot help.
There are some people you cannot save.
There are dreams you cannot make come true.
There are circumstances you cannot fix.
It’s not because you are weak. It’s not because you are mean. It’s just because you are strong enough to realise you do not have all the answers they seek. It’s only then that you will know that you cannot save everyone you meet.
There are times you want to solve a problem so badly it hurts.
There are times you have to realise that as much as you want to make things okay they cannot be mended.
There are times you get sucked into every problem thinking you hold all the solutions.
There are times you get so worked up that you cannot see that you don’t have the answer.
Maybe it’s because this puzzle is already broken. Some parts are missing and so it cannot really be solved. It’s not about what you have not done right, it’s just that it cannot be fixed.
It is only sincerity that helps you see that it is time to stop trying.
To let things go so that they can slip away.
It is emotion that keeps you bound to all the reasons why you should hold on to what needs to be set free.
Some battles will surely be lost because the victory is too costly to celebrate.
So you realise soon enough that although you lose them, the loss is cheaper than the victory.
It’s time to take back control…
To control how you let things make you feel, to stop the circumstance from pulling you in. So that this time maybe you won’t feel it’s mean to see that is not down to you to always be the one to keep it real. You need to control your emotions and stand firm with the decision that stepping away is what you need to do to help things heal.
When you try to find the right words, search deep within you and you will see that silence will be loud enough to fill the heart that seems to sink in despair. So you find that by standing aside you let things slip back into position.
Some relationships cannot be mended. Not because of want of trying but because they have come to a point where like a rope they are severed. By trying to mend them you keep going round in circles and coming back to the beginning, to the point where the problem started and like before they start to pull at your heart.
Throw in the towel and choose your battles. If you delay you may lose yourself with each arrow off hurt that finds and strikes you. This thing will eat you like a cancer in your soul. It will take over all your sense of reason. It will feel like the more you try, the more your efforts get frustrated. As you keep trying to fix the unfixable, it damages you more. Soon you will look in the mirror and the one you see is someone who definitely did not exist before all this stuff began. You look deep inside and you know that you cannot even recognise this person you see. The one you have become since you refused to let things be.
Instead of letting the circumstances take all control. Perhaps it’s time to take the bold step by saying goodbye to show the strength you have and preserve your self-respect. Self belief keeps you trusting that this road you have chosen is for the best. It may not be good for everyone but what matters is that it is good enough to keep you in check.
That’s when you will see that waking up from the slumber of self deceit is far from a display of weakness but rather it’s a show of the strength within. Self-knowledge helps you know that the outcome will be the same again. You can move on to preserve your strength and focus on other battles you can win. If you keep choosing your battles rightly you will realise that things are not static. You will win some and you will lose some. It’s the way it has always been from time immemorial before you even came into being.
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